Other people's baby

Yay, the whole day we were busy packing going to airport and came back to Brunei. On the plane to Brunei, mummy saw on Facebook one of the doctor who helped you just delivered a baby boy. At that moment, there is a lots of mixed feeling in mummy- happy for the friend dr, sad for mummy coz you had to go to heaven, heart broken, then mummy's mind start to the question 'why me' why it had to be us.. Why baby you must be far far apart from mummy, why yay you have to have problem with your lung,

Why yay must you suffer this when you were born, why yay you must go, why yay you cannot stay longer with mummy... Why why why