Morning my baby

Morning my baby, yesterday mummy drank too much so woke up with headache and vomiting and stomach gastric. Just felt like drinking to forget the pain and hope that all of these was a dream and hoping to wake up with you beside me. This bad dream just never end. And the pain of missing you get stronger every day... I don't know how long can I hold on with this pain in my heart. Wishing that you be here with mummy. Every time mummy think of you, tears would just came pouring down my eyes and mummy's heart will burn with pain... When would you come back to me....