Woke up early

Today mummy woke up early as mummy's breast is full of milk that was supposed to be expressed for you. But you are not there to receive this milk of love from mummy. Woke up feeling lost and sad just like the dark weather outside. Mummy's heart felt empty wishing you were here and thinking 'what if my baby Jay Yay was here he will be waking up for milk and mummy can hold Jay Yay and bond with him'.. But all was a dream that mummy wish that it would come true. Wishing that there was a door or phone to heaven where mummy can get a chance to call you and hold you feeling your warm in mummy's arm.. Wishing you were here.. 😢