Mummy is sitting here waiting for your big brother to finish his music class but the feeling of waiting is not so good. I wish that his class was over so we can go home coz mummy fear that if his teacher ask about how are you doing that Mummy will burst into tears again that you are now in heaven and not with us. Wishing that you were here every minutes and that mummy no need to have these kinds of feelings...
Once your older brother JY's music class finished, mummy quickly brought your two brother to the exit door while mummy saw that the music teacher was there looking at mummy and wanting to say something. We left quickly with a smile and later in the car mummy asked is it the music teacher know where you are. JY say yes that his music teacher asked him about you and JY told her, " our baby is in heaven now". Those words brought tears to mummy's eyes. Coz reality really hurts and mummy had to bear with this for the rest of mummy's life.
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