Hoping that it's all a bad dream

'Please dear god please wake me up and tell me that all these is a bad dream.' Everyday Mummy wake up this is all the thought mummy have in my mummy's mind. That you being gone is all a bad dream. Mummy always hope that mummy can wake up to see your smile, your cry, your noise wanting mummy to hold you, kiss you and feed you.. But this bad dream just never seem to go away. And mummy have to live on having to bear this painful and broken heart and face the world..why and why it is that we have to be apart..