"In 2014, I had joy and pain all happening. Joy because we were planning to have our third child. Pain due to the lost of our baby son Jay Yay. Since Yay yay left, my whole world collapsed. Never had I imagined that this will happen to us where we had to suffer the pain of losing our child. I'm not happy n always trying to find way to find yay yay.. I am especially affected because he was part of me for 10 whole month.. Everyday of this ten month we are connected as one.. Suddenly losing him really hit me very badly.. I know I must move on for you and the two boys.. I am trying my best but there are still time I still broke down thinking and hoping all these are a bad dream. I know it hurt you more to see me like this but I cannot control myself.. I wish that I would wake up one day and you will tell me that it's just a bad dream...
Yes 2015 will be a new year to look forward to but it will never fill in my broken heart.. As part of me had died together with our son. But I want to thank you for supporting and loving me. I will try my best to face the life we had ahead of us.. Please just support me when I break down. For I will stand stronger tomorrow to face the world., Hwee, I love you.."
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