Saturday, January 31, 2015
Friday, January 30, 2015
White beautiful butterfly
As my drove to pick your second brother, mummy saw a few times a beautiful white butterfly fly in front.. Mummy know that is you just beside mummy.. Missing you always
Wednesday, January 28, 2015
Mummy saw butterflies today
Today mummy saw a beautiful butterfly in the parking lot at mummy office.. Straightaway mummy thought of you.
Then as mummy was going for a lunch date with a doctor mummy saw a moth in the shop lot on top of mummy.. Mummy thought of you again.. Then as mummy was sending you big brother home, mummy saw a beautiful butterfly fly just behind mummy's cAr and mummy thought of you being around us all the time. Mummy miss and hope you are here for mummy to hug and kiss
Tuesday, January 27, 2015
3rd month Angelaniversary
Baby Yay, today mark the 3rd month that you had left us.. Mummy still feel like asking why you had left.. Was mummy not good enough for you to stay... Why you had to go... Why why why.. Everyday goes by without me not missing you my dear baby.. Hoping you were here with me..
烨烨,妈咪很想念你。想抱抱你。
Monday, January 26, 2015
Sunday, January 25, 2015
Saturday, January 24, 2015
Thursday, January 22, 2015
Where are you now
Yay, where are you now? What are you doing? Mummy is missing you again and no one understands how it feel to have go through this and losing you. The world is just too cruel and lots of things we need to face even with such broken heart. What do they expect us to do?!
Wednesday, January 21, 2015
Beautiful big butterfly in mummy's dream
Yesterday night mummy dream of you coming as a beautiful big butterfly in mummy's dream.. Really missed you so much my baby Jay yay
Mummy missed you
Yay, mummy missed you so much.. I almost break down just now in the gathering as mummy heard about their sharing on their children...
Monday, January 19, 2015
Mummy start work today
Yay, mummy is starting work today officially. When you were in mummy's tummy mummy was thinking on how to go back to work and take care of you.. But now you are not here... Mummy missed the stress feeling mummy had when mummy had you in mummy's tummy..how mummy wish you would come back..
You are beautiful
Today mummy saw you fly beside mummy.. You are beautiful.. Mummy know you are happy and have no pain unlike what you suffering here.. Mummy wish you were still here with mummy. Loving you always my jay yay
Sunday, January 18, 2015
Saturday, January 17, 2015
All the stuffs for you to use
Before you were born mummy had bought some of the items for you to use like the baby wipes, pampers etc.. Didn't know that you didn't have the chance to use it. Now mummy is clearing it.. N tears came again.. Mummy really missed you so much
So many babies around 17 jan 2015
Yay today mummy is flying back to Brunei. But stopped in kl for a bit of shopping. When at the shopping center. There are so many babies around.. Made it unbearable for mummy as mummy wished I could hold and kiss you and bring you shopping like all the mothers.. But...
Mummy really miss you so much.. The feeling is so unbearable and now as I write this mummy feel like crying..
Friday, January 16, 2015
What mummy did today
Today had been a busy day for mummy.
We had update meeting this morning and the follow by team building this afternoon. Then mummy's team won first prize for the team building. So cool right.. All these time mummy
Was thinking about you my beloved yay
Thursday, January 15, 2015
Wednesday, January 14, 2015
At Melaka
Yay, mummy had been traveling yesterday and are at Melaka having a company meeting. As it was quite busy so mummy didn't write anything to you but still missing you dearly my baby yay yay
Tuesday, January 13, 2015
Monday, January 12, 2015
It just break my heart
Yay, it just break mummy's heart when mummy see other mothers have their babies and you are not here but in heaven..
Mummy really miss you so much.. When can I see you again.. My baby Jay Yay
Sunday, January 11, 2015
Saturday, January 10, 2015
Moth and butterflies
Yay,
This morning when mummy woke up there was a moth that fly around mummy for two circle and mummy knew it was you.. How I wish I can hug you in my arms..
Today mummy had seen several times that there was a white butterflies that flow across the street in front of mummy's car when mummy was driving and I knew it was you.. I mummy had wished that you were in mummy's car looking at mummy with your adorable eyes as we go and pick you brothers..
Mummy know all these cannot be happening as you already in heaven. Nothing can replace these pains in mummy's heart
Thursday, January 8, 2015
Wednesday, January 7, 2015
Monday, January 5, 2015
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